Wonder how it feels to leap off a building.. Perhaps if its high enough, still might be able to feel the wind rushing against your face, stinging your eyes and whistling in your ears before the unavoidable splat on the concrete pavement.
Not that I'm feeling suicidal of course. I refuse to die before I meet her. But I was just wondering still.. This was what I came upon as I was walking along the void deck after work..
Suicidal Teddy.
Poor bugger. Wonder who pushed him off the ledge..It must have been painful..
Unnatural death..At least its better than getting its stuffing pulled out and strewn all over..
On a lighter note, 3 weeks down! WOOTS! That leaves with 17 weeks to go.. Another 85 more days at work..I'm rotting at STC.. Take my advice, buggies are not build for wet weather. It really doesn't help that Kranji sees quite a number of rainy days..
Went to No.5 yesterday with my cousin and sis. In case y'all are wondering, its a pub! Great ambiance, wonderful finger food (a real gastronomic treat!) and even better alcohol! Plus, they serve peanuts and encourage you to dump the shells on the ground. It seriously feels good to stomp on the discarded shells and hearing the satisfying crunch. Not to forget, the unwanted shells make for good ammo in the peanut shell war.
The bowl of peanuts. (They taste good. Wonder which brand..)
Round 1 of drinks: (I apologize for the poor picture quality..too dim..)
Cant remember the name.. but its orange juice champange
Lemon Vodka
Also ordered a cranberry vodka..but the picture is way too dark..
Finger food:
Salami Pizza! (Yum!)
Chicken wings (This one is really brilliant! Double yum!)
Soft shell crab (drools)
Round 2 of drinks:
Lychee Martinis
Peach Martinis
And rounding it off with some fabulous wedges!
Good thing is that after 9pm, the martinis are one for one~ Which means, more to drink!
This is roughly what the interior looks like.
The exterior.
The bar.
Thanks cuzzie for dinner and drinks!
xoxo
Carmen
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Who's my best friend, you ask?
me! me, me and me!
Well, I like this song..not because I'm in love with my bestfriend..
(well, yea, I am I guess..I'm in love with myself =D )
This song is for her.
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
Well, today was the 18th Seiransai at Wasade Shibuya Senior High School.. Went there with Terris, Guan Wei and Shu Hui. Anyway, the whole reason that I would even go is due to *cough* someone *cough* might be there. And yup. She was there. But stupid me, just had to lose my nerves and walk right past her instead of approaching her.. UGH. I hate myself. Where did all the confidence disappear to?! I managed to survive my first day of SIP brimming with confidence and facing superiors who are way older, yet I can't even walk up to someone a couple of years younger to say hi. Brillant.
Great going, Carmen. You are a real disappointment.
I hate myself.
The first time I saw her was at Natsu Matsuri 08 held at The Japanese Primary School, Changi Campus. That very first time, she took my breath away. I was completely stunned. When our eyes met for just a split second, she stole my heart. Love at first sight? I hope it is. Sure feels like it. And I saw her again today. Wasn't so sure at first, but there's no denying it. My heart started pounding away like a triphammer. It's definitely her. Then again, I remembered her friend..so I'm pretty sure its her. Not to forget the recognition in her eyes. So stupid of me. Why did I let that chance slipped through my fingers?! WHY?! I'm sooo dumb.
Went out with Mally today..Been like 2 or 3 weeks since I last saw her? LOL. She just had to tell me that she wanna wear heels..cuz of that I cant wear good ol' t-shirt and jeans to Bugis..You owe me big time, Mally.. Cuz of you, I have to wear smart casual..Anyway, we bought some clothes at Bugis street before wandering around Bugis Junction. Thanks Mally for choosing those ties =D Unfortunately or fortunately, we were stopped by two roadshow promoters from Prudential promoting this student savings account. 4% interest per year is pretty good. They broke down all the numbers and in summary, by putting in $50 a month for a period of 25years, we would get back $24k or something like that. Thats like double the amount we have to put in..pretty good deal.. Surprisingly, my parents were open to the idea..
Took the train to Changi Airport next and managed to trick Mally into looking at the little mirror located on the back of my phone and taking a picture of her then. She really looked funny..too bad she managed to figure out how to delete it.. There I was banking on her inability to figure things out..damn.
Mally looks flushed LOL.. (I made her laugh too hard)
Went to T1 for Popeyes! The queue was pretty long..But we did get our fried chicken and biscuit fix. Ate and talked about random stuff..Like her cousin.. She should know better than to show me her cousin's picture and supply me with so much information about her cousin.. She did say that she would find it weird if her cousin and I got together, but she still gave me alot of little facts LOL. Thanks again, Mally. You know what to do next..I want phone number! LOL
Stupid Mally..how come your face always get cut off..
xoxo
Carmen
watch that scene, diggin' the dancing queen~
Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the musics high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
Youre in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...
I watched Mama Mia with the 'rents today. Boy, was it hilarious.. Pierce Brosnan SINGING?! The most charasmatic James Bond ever and he can sing.. Whoa.
It was a nice movie, really. The storyline isnt exactly predictable, it keeps twisting when you least expect it. Very enjoyable. But perhaps not for those who are not fans of musicals..
Time to go get some good ol' ABBA songs..
Talk about oldies..
Whew..another week has passed..and I survived! LOL. Today was fun..had to go to AVA to send a sample for histopath..STC lab doesnt have the equipment for histopathology.. how sad..if they do, I can definitely do histo.. We took the company car to AVA and my supervisor drove..though had to stop to fill up on petrol first..for 62litres, it costs a frigging bomb..$130! WTF. The price of one barrel of oil..ugh..Suddenly I'm not too keen on driving anymore...save the environment, dont drive. Besides, my supervisor is a demon driver..the buggy was bad enough..the car was worse..and it isnt just your usual sedan size car..its a frigging suv. By a korean company though..all the controls are on the left. So, the windscreen wipers keep coming on whenever my supervisor wants to signal. I'm glad she didnt ask me to drive..bad idea really..not to forget, the handbrake is faulty!
Anyway, its damn stupid to have to drive all the way to AVA to send a sample..the sending of sample itself took less than 5mins..the drive however took about half an hour. Dumb. Cant they have a courier service..If I ever have to send samples to AVA when my supervisor goes on her honeymoon, I'm gonna pass it to my acting supervisor to do it. GRR. No way am I driving there..
A horse on its morning run..
xoxo
Zombiefied Carmen